idle.

Cannot lift myself up from bed
Feel like a cigarette
Dirty and toxic for everyone that is surrounding it
Cannot think straight, nor think around the corner
This life has so much to give
Why can’t I see any of it at the moment?

I have been idle
This life is idle
Why do I feel so idle?
Don’t wanna feel idle

Everyday I hope for a new start
This life is like a tragic piece of art
Am I really going insane?
Or is it all just in my brain?
People tell me, the problem is myself

I have been idle
This life is idle
Why do I feel so idle?
Don’t wanna feel idle

© Melvin Hein